Deep in thought

As most of you know, when I get tired I start to think way too much. I'm to that point today and don't really know what to do about it. There's not really that much to think about and most of it is so contrasting in nature that it's hard to keep it all straight in my head. So in the advice of some of my bestest friends in these moments let's make a list:

Bad List

• Death of an old friend's grandma, whom I knew and missed the funeral
• Stupid boys breaking girls hearts and no Ben and Jerry's to help ease the blow
• No call from Jacobs Fork
• Reading an article about teenagers dealing with divorce and worrying about that one kid, whom I'm not allowed to help any more, and wondering who she is talking to or if she's just holding it all inside
• Not being able to sleep in until like next week
• Doctors appointment tomorrow - I think everything is okay, but have had moments of feeling "off" lately
• No milk in the house and no desire to get in the car to get some

Good List

• Job interview at a school that really wants me tomorrow morning
• Good road trip to New York with my Dad - even it was like a stay at an old folks home
• Tickets to see Lion King with some of my favorite people (hopefully) and getting a great deal on decent seats
• I get to sleep in my own bed tonight
• I got a hug from my brother this morning AND almost got shut into a HUGE bank vault (even got to go behind the counter)
• Half-and-half cookies (too bad I've only got one left) and rye bread from the Jewish bakery in downtown Gloversville

So there's all that I'm trying to balance in my head. "Physician, heal thyself!" My diagnosis and prescription to myself - go to bed and be amazed at what a good night's sleep will do for you. Also if at all possible call someone who will tell you that you'll be okay and will confirm your diagnosis and prescribed "medicine."